Finding A Voice

Dreams haunt the mind During the long hours of the night Pictures fill the mind Replaying a different place in time. Transporting the soul to a place that could have been. All to often there comes a reality Of the dreams that haunt my night. Telling of my fears! The weakness that is near.  Here is where the mission is born. The place where decisions are made. A place where the big picture is clear. Dreams where my point of view is sought. None have say. It’s all done my way! Responsible I am; claiming a will and being in today.

It’s a matter of time What does it take from the world?  It only takes mine. I will be patient, As I sit in the wings.  Watching, waiting for the perfect moment;  that’s what it takes. For when the two collide It will create a vision of hope A purpose of laughter, A relationship to cherish. That is what it stands for.  That is what waits in the wings  for a moment in time. I will wait Building up the gifts of the man. Then all that will be left Is the record of the action being taken. The brief but crucial moment  that defines the sinner. Bringing peace to a quaking soul. It then stands to reason that there is so… So much more; than that. Just that brief simple moment. Simple moments that seem to have been the great undoing; Yet, if advantage is sought, It is the very beginning. That is the real thing!  That is what it is worth. Waiting for even.  To be caught up,  Caught in the sweet matter  that transcends at the moment of time! For th...

Some say thanks Others have turned away, The respective one Showing compassion  For a stolen youth. They make the men that today are marked. Racked with torment, fear, and guilt.  These men are lost On those of us left to Play on the stage of life.  These men are people forgotten.  Left to deal with demons. They still leave the safety of home. They come to stand and say I will come. I will stand. I will be the voice for them who cannot. These are the strong in heart and mind. They long to be able to find A place to call home.  They are the valiant! They are the brave among us. They walk on fire.  They protect home. They are the very best and brightest That as a nation we have to give.  They are the ones given trust.  Held to a higher law. These give passion and voice  To Lady Liberty! Freedom! Freedom! Freedom! Freedom the cry of him we call SOLDIER To them we call; From ten; they answer each and everytime.

The worst feeling that cannot be helped;  there is nothing that feels good.  Dominance feels closer; I am longing to feel some kind of control. It is taken from me at every end. Disappointed! Are the feelings of this hour. Accompanied with heartache and emotional fatigue Disappointed! Decisions must have consequences; consequences brand new decisions that guide the discussion that is brought to us this cross roads. Disappointment! That guide the next set of the life experiences that will bring failure or accomplish designs. Disappointment! The only constant is there is life to be lived and how you respond will mark the response of those left behind to follow or decline. Disappointed!  They are left to within their own agency.  They that will cause the advantage or decline,  you have a role to play. Disappointed! For the next events  to stay here within reach of the day to day  or will the things that you have to say  Thwart the players of today. D...

Hidden deep within lies anger.  Hoping secretly but none will reply; To the burst of hope  That stir in from my cries! Too often the individual Just let down, only to realize that the reality of the day is shown that I am the problem. Nobody but me can condone the feelings and impose judgment. Judgment…from a very dark place. Always running a maze within a fictitious race. Taking but a moment gaze  and give way to the hope that was once crushed.  Once pushed off and to the side.  Only to reveal the craze of the maze  within the gaze of the lost emptiness  that plagues all those that decide  to come and stay! Stay in the moment if you must.  Yes, play here a sweet song  of hope of a new day  that is sure to come along.  It may not be in a time or place; convenient to the course you have left behind. God will take the stain if I but look to the simple way. Deciding to play along with Them  that a wait the king  who sits...

There seems to be the hope of all  that opens the heart   gives voice to the ups and downs. The things that make up life, Experience is the things that give opportunities. Good or bad; but here and now.  Ready to be lived in That is key.  One reacts to the opportunity  While another is given a test that is judged. So… The downside is not a downside. There are only decisions, reactions Opportunities to give away to visions. Visions of what we want to really be! The downside Only brings a negative light to the event. Taking on the bad attributes  to make one believe that all is lost. Filtering the false narrative  that the desired outcome  cannot come to fruition! The downside It is a state of mind. It is brought only to the front by the voice of those that would tear one down. What works for one may not work for another. Remember, that the experience is good! Experience brings to pass growth; Growth takes on the light and life of all  on ...